My Love....

Hey angel..


Its been years now but,

It still seems like yesterday..!

Of all I have,

You're the most of my life.

Strange things I have done..

Called you middle of the night;

Just to hear your cute voice sound seducing..

Stole your favorite pen,

Still I write your name with it..

Only your name..

I'm livin with your picture.

Not in my wallet; in my shirt pocket.

The way you tousle my hair..

The way you punch on my chest...

Nothing feels nice than those.

If this isn't love..!

then what is!?

This is my life,

now and with you

I live it, and

I love it..

Love you.. :)

You're mine...

You know

Everything I see, I see you

And it looks so cute

makes me think of you

And everytime I think of you, I smile

and I'm smiling like 24/7! :)


You're driving me mad

its like riding  through light

its so fast and I can't see how I'm moving..

I'm fallin through the clouds and

I don't know where I'm going

but I like it

madness, love or whatever..

this moment you're my girl

and I like the way it sounds

this is life here and now

I'm living every second of it..

Its in the darkness..!

Realized... :)

Its in the darkness,

I realized, that the light

Is always with me!

Its what my faith taught me,

Its what my life showed me,

its what the science proved to me.

Its in the darkness;

12 past 50 in the morning,

I realized now,

That I have the light in hand.

I just failed to see it at times!

At times;

I used to worry, and

I used to plan my actions

When in case I go blindfolded in the dark.

But I forgot to think that,

I would always have the light in hand.

And I just have to show it to my eyes!

Now I see it;

I'm not ashamed of the ignorance I had,

I'm rather proud of how I dealt with my past.

And I am absolutely sure now

That I would do

Everything I've ever wanted.

I am me, and I've got everything in me

So does everybody.

Thats how the system is,

Thats how the system works.

And we're the system;

I am the system.

And this is how I'm goin to be..

And I'm happy about it :)

I wish....

Another part unfold...

One moment I see the light,
Its the end of the tunnel.
The next I see, its gone..


I keep asking these questions to me,
which even to me seems so senseless.
I guess the day I get answers; The day I would pass away


This side of me; the pessimistic side of me,
pops up when untold things unfold.
Pushes me down into that bottomless abyss again.


When things happen to me, I'm not shaken.
When something reaches the people around me,
Life gets sick when I do nothing about it.


Fighting and surviving, all sounds good,
Until you have to fight for someone to survive.
Its not hard, its painful.


Every move I make is so heavy,
I can't give up; its not my fight.
And I don't know how to deal this.


When others' fate play with you, Life stinks.
And thats when
I wish I were never born


I don't like to be here as me.
So weak and So naive.
I wish I were mad.


If this is how things are goin to be,
I don't expect to see the future.
I wish I didn't exist.


Let the future expect me,
to play with my nerves.
I wish I won't feel it.


But the present I'm in,
pulls me in so hard.
I wish I'm more strong.


I wish things won't go wrong.
I wish I deal these carefully.
I wish I become the old me again.


I wish I work and not just wish...

walk with time...

I realized....

Walking in the woods; its a foggy day.

Teetering and Tottering, I walk along.

As these branches dripping dews.

With my face wet, my thoughts wet.

My vision gloomy; my mind so gloomy.

Walking alone, with none on mind.

As I wipe my face, I wipe my thoughts.

I realized then that there,

I walk, I move not to pass time.

I walk to keep up with time.

I move so to move along with time.

I walk and I move not to pass time

I walk, I move,

to let time not to pass away from me.

I walk along in the woods not alone

I walk along with time.